Because YOLO.

• Get a tattoo.
• Buy a Kindle.
• Download an impossible number of books in that Kindle.
• Go redhead.
• Cut my hair shorter than I’ve ever gone before.
• Go to Papa John’s Php200 unli-pizzas on a Tuesday night
• Participate in a Zark’s Jawbreaker day
• Bake Nutella cookies
• Get a passport by myself
• Get an NBI clearance by myself
• Successfully to a movie premier even with schedule conflict
• (Legally) buy a One Direction CD
• Go to a concert without being a kill joy

Must cross out the ones I’ve finished. Goodluck to me!

I don’t know when or how it really started but my highschool drama, albeit the fact that I’m already graduating from college few months from now, is still creeping up my back and biting me in the ass whenever it can.

I don’t know if they follow me but if they do, I hope they read this.

It’s been really crazy how this so called “feud” started out as mere rivalry in academics and co-curricular activities in our classrooms back in senior year. It was never really serious. We all knew it was just a petty competition amongst us class nerds.

Come college and we all thought it was a fresh start. We tried to keep the tight friendship going but sooner than we can actually say “FO”, we started going to parties in circles and then worse, we stopped talking to each other.

When we ended our communication is where we all fucked up. People just made stories about other people. Rumor about this guy spread and this girl was said to be doing this crap. Everyone had some rumor shit going on and no one really cared to confirm if they were true. Hey! My source is a tattle tale from highschool…SEEMS FUCKING LEGIT.

And now I’m PMSing and I want to kill each and everyone in our section for making my hormones go crazy like a horse on a rampage. But then I realized what I ultimately want is freedom from all this. I don’t wanna be a part of the “parinigan” system. I’m so tired. 

I choose to grow up and take the high road. I apologize to everyone I’ve hurt and I forgive everyone who’s hurt me. I put it all behind me and trust me when I say I will not use our past against you.

Like what my friend Genesis (or IDK if he still thinks of me as a friend because I do love him as my friend but some of his posts say he kind of hates me now but whatevs) pointed out, I’m already graduating and I have more important things to think about. I cannot continue living in such a negative environment and so from now on, I am letting it all go.

Fresh start and if that means cutting people out of my life, then so be it.

There are some people that I truly care for and love that has been involved in this weirdness and I don’t think it’s healthy anymore.

I love my friends like they’re my real brothers/sisters. 

DISCLAIMER: I will love them only if they let me. LOLers but true story bro.

Never tried on the red lips in public but with new tan, I think I can be president now.

My chest area after island hopping in Palawan. Now it looks weird and its peeling and its all sorts of wrong.

Some more work on my arms and tummy and we’re all set for summer 2012! :)

Happy child! Can’t wait to start my summer (and hopefully find a summer fling) in Palawan!

Summer sunshine <3

Photo (and falsies) by Yla Corotan