I try really hard not to complain to my friends about my status but there are some days I just can’t get it off my head.

Is there something wrong with me? Am I that repulsive? Am I annoying? Am I that hard to love? Why am I alone?

These are the nights that I stay awake thinking about it and the longer I think about it, the more confused I get. People will tell me to chill and go with the flow and I understand that. Even I wouldn’t know what to advice someone like me.

I just wish that someone arrives in my life soon so I won’t feel this bad at night.

sighing,

japipay